see I remember that day clearly, I was desperate and at my wits end. Lies flooded my mind. “You’re a terrible wife and mother, you’re not important, you are not wanted, etc” I sensed no purpose or reason for my life. The anger I felt overwhelmed me and I was about to explode. I called my husband bawling. Through buckets of tears, I told him that he needed to come home because I was not capable of caring for our daughters who were two and nine months. That moment, more than twenty years ago, opened the doors for me to get the help I needed in order to become a more whole person.